rant and talk diary blog


  Tammy's public diary for humiliation and embarrassment 
    Tammy
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"The best of us can find happiness in misery." - Fall out boy , I don't care

Email: tamtam111172@outlook.com

  whats wrong -24-05-22
posted 10:17am
current mood: not good + didnt sleep well
tunes: Shes an angel - They might be giants

ok so um , this week is already shitty so shitty i wanna kill myself , i cant sleep for days , my eyes are red , my body is so itchy .

  stupid international test that take 6+ to do-19-05-22
posted 7:08pm
current mood: FUCKING PISSED OFF + sad
tunes: No one knows my plan - They might be giants

like i dont know whats the deal with this "PISA" test and i dont know why they choose me to do this dumb goofy aah test , anyways , it took me from 10:00am to 2:00pm and after that U NEED TO TAKE ANOTHER LONG SURVEY , i was pissed off .

  im not a real doctor but they call ME DOCTOR WOOOOOOORM-18-05-22
posted 11:20am
current mood: ok
tunes: Doctor worm - They might be the giants


this worm looks so polite

  skethcong-16-05-22
posted 5:24pm
current mood: normal
tunes: Too dumb to die - Green day

i did some pretty neat drawings yesterday

  MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE IS BACK !!!!-13-05-22
posted 7:26am
current mood: GENUINELY HAPPY THIS TIME
tunes: The foundations of Decay - My chemical romance

when i say im legit crying cuz they came back together and released the most beautiful song ever , im being fr , U SHOULD BELIEVE ME . I JUST CANT BELIEVE THEY CAME BACK OH MY FUCKING GOD IM GOING TO FUCKING DIE FR THIS THE BEST DAY EVER , THEY ARE LITREALLY THE BEST BAND EVER GOD BLESS THEM CRYING AND SOBBING AND THROWING UP JUST LISTENING TO THE NEW MUSIC PLS MY BRAIN CANT HANDLE IT ITS LITREALLY 7 IN THE MORINGN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

  mcr is "scary"-12-05-22
posted at 1:50pm
current mood: meh
tunes: The party scene - All time low

i showed mcr to some girls in my class and the first video they saw was the helena mv , and they claimed that it was too "scary" and closed the video LOL!!

  my classmates-11-05-22
posted at 11:39am
current mood: good
tunes: Nori nori nori - Judy Crystal

every minute i spend in my class and with my classmates , i lose one brain cell , so no wonder im stupid!!.

  drawing embarrassing or spicy art-10-05-22
posted at 2:00pm
current mood: nothing
tunes: Behind the sea - Panic! at the disco

ya know when u like...have a skecth book where everybody see it and stuff?? , so u have to hide some "drawings" ???and ya know what "drawings" i mean ??? the kinda spicy "drawings" that u dont want anyone to see??? , soooo , i hide them under sticky notes yeah and no notices cuz i draw over them.. im smart..

i subscribed to the dracula daily.

  Today at school was awesome-09-05-22
posted at 9:42pm
current mood: happier than ever
tunes: Broke in two - They might be giants

yeah it started out really bad but the rest was awesome , me n my samll group of my friends (surprisingly, i became really selective of the people i talk to and consider friends after 2020 and i think thats good) we talked and did a lot of stuff today , and i also showed my teacher my website and she told me that she was proud of me ,im the only one in class who cares about these stupid geeky stuff . the day felt long but good.

  The cheat appreciation post-09-05-22
posted at 11:51am
current mood: the cheat is awesome
tunes: Surf wax america - weezer

  Things that are keeping me sane right now-09-05-22
posted at 11:40am
current mood: baffled
tunes: King for a day - Forever the sickest kids

- the things im into right now : homestar runner (i know its old but i love them) , basically any fandom im in
- music (my fav bands to be specific and no i dont listen to kpop or pop i listen to 90s\00s rock)
-point and click adventure games (playing grim fandango right now)
-basically old stuff from 90s and 00s and asscoited with the internet
-old flash animations and games on newgrounds
-my fav youtubers (danny - kurits-etc...)
-dr pepper
-playing on the ddr on ps2
-drawing

  SAIUDIUSHFSDIUFHIUSD-09-05-22
posted at 11:30am
current mood: baffled
tunes: Au contraire - They might be giants

not being able to animate on flash , not being able to finish my website or moving this page to another , not being able to actually make another website for this page , school , ALL OF THAT STUFF MAKING CONFUSED !!!!!!! , ugh just the thought of actually choosing a name for my other website is tiring.

yes i know im listening to the same ablum "the spine (2004)" , its so good !!!. also my hard disk is going crazy.

  school-09-05-22
posted at 9:46am
current mood: bored and tired
tunes: Broke in two - They might be giants

we have PE im going to kil myself.

posted at 9:03am
current mood: bored and tired
tunes: Broke in two - They might be giants

WHO THE FRICK GOES TO SCHOOL IN A WEATHER LIKE THIS????? its so hot outside, my body feel so sweaty and sticky , yuck!! , thank god im in a cold classroom now . anyways , my english grades literally went down , from A to B ??? wtf??? , im literally good at english this is so annoying .
for now im going to spend the rest of my high school alone with few friends that i dont talk to anymore , im now in 11th grade thank god next year is GOING TO BE MY LAST YEAR WOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! . although i dont have any plans for what im going to do after highschool yet ... but , when ill go to college or university im going to rebrand myself , new place new me .

  oronamin c-08-05-22
posted at 5:42pm
current mood: normal
tunes: Au contraire - They might be giants

oronamin c is such an underrated good dirnk i think we should appreciate it more.

  drawing-08-05-22
posted at 12:54pm
current mood: fine
tunes: Favorite son - Green day

everytime i draw in my sketch book , i make sure to draw everything that is on my mind even if it was the cringest thing ever . becuz of that , now you have to pay to see my sketch book , for five pages you pay 10 , for ten pages you pay 20 , for 30 pages you pay 40 and if you wanna see the whole sketch book you gotta pay 100 !!! . sorry , nothing is free in this world + im broke .
or , you can see couple of drawings on my instgram story for once for a limited time only , if you're lucky enough you might see them again.

im i being for real? no , but im i really going to show my skethc book ? also no. but it depends on the drawings , i will show some of them and some i will not show.

  playing ddr on playstation 2-07-05-22
posted at 3:00pm
current mood: tired
tunes: Millions - Gerard way

i was playing ddr on the playstation 2 with my brother , never play ddr with a long dress it makes it harder.

best track on hesitant alien by gerard way is millions like if u agree.

  MCR fans are fricking embarrsing-07-05-22
posted at 12:22pm
current mood: Disgusted
tunes: Dangerous blues - The young veins

i know every fandom has bad things but my chemical romance fans are weirdos and im not joking , i saw someone saying "my chemical romance more like my chemical stalkers 😂🤩" omfg stfu , and also i saw a 13 year old girl trying to doxx gerard ??? , U ARE A THRITEEN YEAR OLD WHY ARE TRYING TO DOXX GERARD LMAO , tbh i dont care if shes a 13 y\o what shes trying to do is fucking weird and really wrong. also everytime i follow an mcr artist , they ship frerard or waycest AND ITS SO DISGUSTINGGG , its rare to find good artist and fanpages that arent weird af. im kinda ashamed of being in this fandom but i genuinely love this band they have good music , i am ashamed of being in A lot of fandoms not just this one but this one is the weridest and have the creepiest fans in the world.


  FINDING A GOOD FANFIC-07-05-22
posted at 11:25am
current mood: pretty much good
tunes: Lie to the truth - The young veins

THAT MOMENT WHEN YOU FIND A GOOD FANFIC ABOUT YOUR FAV SHIP AAAAAAA
no im not sharing it or say what its about , thats cringe.


  The start of my blog???-06-05-22
posted at 3:10 pm
current mood: thinking.....
tunes: XO - Fall out boy

planning on mkaing this blog on a seprate website :|....i dont know to be honest ill think about it. , the only reason i want to make it on a seprate website is that my "tammy knows all" website was just for experimenting on html and what its like to have a website , i wont leave it i will still link this blog to my "tammy knows all" website (probably).

posted at 11:44am
current mood: not good but not bad
tunes: Minority - Green day

YEAH!!!!! i finally did it , my very own blog made by myself , i have been procrastinating doing it for months. anyways i have nothing to wirte about but yeah this is the start of my blog.